I won't even give a sign

I miss you and this burning fire will kindle icy sorrow
Deep and tired I won't betray myself with any tear or random line
Silence will be my sorrowful design
I won't say, I won't ask, I won't give you a sign
But I'm holding myself back, so reside
You don't see how my soul is tearing apart
I'm just playing a role while I'm burning in my heart
I wanna call, but I won't dial
My fingers freeze above that cursed button
Cold and still
Your number's like a wound that breathes and burns
But I won't dare to call you back, it turns
I won't say, I won't ask, I won't give you a sign
I'll stay near, but I'm holding myself back, so reside
You don't see how my soul is tearing apart
I'm just playing a role while I'm burning in my heart
I'll wait for a meeting, but won't suggest to meet
In the crowd I'll find your silhouette bittersweet
I'll step forward, then stop, I mustn't, I dare not
My love's a cage where I'm burning caught
I'll remember everything down to the smallest trace
Your laughter like a blow, your gaze like a blade's embrace
I'll pretend I've forgotten, erase your face
But memory haunts me, won't let me escape
Silence is my witness, night is my judge
Every moment without you is pain, a rugged flood
I keep this pain locked away deep inside
So you'll never find out, I'll hide, I'll abide
I won't say, I won't ask, I won't give you a sign
I'll stay near, but I'm holding myself back, so reside
You don't see how my soul is tearing apart
I'm just playing a role while I'm burning in my heart
I'll remain a shadow at the edge of the road
Without confessions, without words, without dreams to unfold
Silence, my sentence, my cross to bear
And love is a whisper, lost in the air